Dirts and Stains of life

24 February 2011 @ 01:03 am

I am tired of freedom,I am tired of parties.I just want to be like last time,the old strong me.Eventhough

my family cannot understand me,it doesn't me I have to attend parties and all just to get away from reality.I realised my mistake there.I want my parents to discipline and guide me back in my life.I don't want to be a coward anymore,I want to face all the obstacles in my life with full of confidence and patience.

I know I am stronger than this.

Current Mood:

lethargic

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24 February 2011 @ 12:24 am

Crystal stare

Hey there,what's up with my life?Everything just seems wrong these few days.

Current Mood: sad

sad

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09 February 2011 @ 10:42 pm

Rainy days

It's reasonable enough if you are mad at me.I am truly sorry.I am relieved now that I was frank to you before things get worse.Girl,I know you will definitely find someone who is a great match to you,just be patient.Remember to stay strong and positive no matter what hits you in life.Take care.

Current Mood: bored

bored

09 February 2011 @ 10:13 pm

Good bye baby curls..

I am too lazy to manage my curls so I threw them away eventhough it is such a lovely natural curls.

Back to bald now..

Current Mood: sleepy

sleepy

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29 December 2010 @ 01:04 pm

Birthday

just turned 17 and sister bought me poshcake.^^

Current Mood: hyper

hyper

15 August 2010 @ 03:36 am

Natural Disaster

Please,i don't want to hide in the cupboard anymore nor wear the mask which i were forced to by the situation.Look,i have tried my best to endure with everything and try my extremely best to make both of you happy.I can't no longer perservere through it even if locked my true soul in the mirror.The battery in me has already went dead.It can no longer works,even with motivations/encouragements.

I JUST CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE,I AM KILLING MYSELF SLOWLY...

So please,free me sincerely.

Current Mood: hopeful

hopeful

13 April 2010 @ 11:06 pm

Furthest dream

"Those moments in future will always be cherished and remembered"-My planned words.

HoneyBee,tell me when you will come to me and fulfill all my dreams and hopes for us?I have been waiting patiently and silently for you in the dark room.Please suppress the waiting time,i cannot go any further than this.I really need your care and attention currently.

Perhaps,someday.

Current Mood: gloomy

gloomy

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05 February 2010 @ 10:49 pm

I AM SORRY.